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May 7, 2004
I should write more. I
I should write more. I feel less busy at work, so in theory should have more time to write. But I am still busy at work – just doing class work more than testing. Some of my testing involves babysitting, so I have time to write. But to write now is to no be doing something else.
So it goes…just explaining my quietness.
I have been reminded several times in the last week how amazing my friends are. How lucky I am to have a friend that I can tell anything and everything to. I think it is a fairly rare thing. It really makes all the different in the world to have someone that you will never worry about judging you and know will always be there. Not to mention I have several amazing friends in general.
I want a divorce from my body. Seriously. Extremely tired of being a girl. And people should not say to me – oh this should be nothing after what you’ve been through. Dude. It does not make any one thing hurt any less because I’ve experience much great pain. It does make me feel like a wuss to whine about my current ails. Though my boyfriend is amazing and so sweet. I could not ask for a better person to hold me.
Let’s see. I went to the cubs game Wednesday night. We lost. It was annoying because we had several opportunities to score, but never could get it together. Kerry pitched a great game, so it wasn’t his fault at all. [note – I am amazed to find that I’ve become a person who can tell you what time the cubs are playing that day (well, if they’re at home).] I really do enjoy the game, contrary to popular opinion (including my own). I’m not a big fan of the crowds as we leave, but ben keeps a hold of my hand and I just focus on not thinking about it and life is okay.
Another game tomorrow. Should be good as it will be warm. The past two have been cold.
I am so glad that it is the weekend. So glad to be sleeping in tomorrow.
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Posted by christina at May 7, 2004 12:25 PM