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December 4, 2003
it will all be worth it / worth it in the end
so. yes. busy week. but good busy. busy like i have lots to do but (1) it is all doable and (2) i am on top of it. actually finished early. well, at least i can't think of really anything else to do. i should practice my talks. i shall do this after coffee hour. i should call and harass someone to send me some hydrogen sulfide gas. i should take a nap. i should run. (oh, i think it might be snowing. it is definitely raining. driving tonight should be fun fun.) oh, though i think i might be getting sick. my ear is starting to hurt. bad sign. though i totally knew it was going to happen as i've had open wounds this week from a small run in with the ground.
good news is that i am done with my classes the quarter and it has been relatively painless. much less painful than i imagined. it is strange when stuff for projects and stuff just works. i got this sim for my x-ray data program running smoothly with little trouble. it looks good. it seems like we are missing something as it was too easy, you know. ah, oh well. i love working with steve. Basically, i like working with competent people. both of my project partners are that. And all about efficiency.
i do have a ton of grading still to do.
i get to see my puppy two weeks from sunday!
i have worked late late (8 or 9) everyday this week, so i am super excited that i am done at 6 tonight! i have yummy dinner plans with leta and then we are meeting some people for i scream you scream we all scream for ice cream. yum. then it is friday. dude.
this is a very interesting article from the times today. it is about people giving up on pursuing dating. dude. agreed. it supports my rants on how stupid it is for society to tell us that we have to be in a relationship to be normal. or to be dating all the time to be normal. and to feel less worthy if we aren't dating all the time or in a relationship. to me it is a detail. i don't think being in a relationship validates me in anyway. i am not better than anyone else because i am dating someone. i don't feel anymore complete than when i was single. (though my cat might feel less complete now.)
i am very happy being in a relationship, but i am not happy because i am in a relationship. i am happy because i love having ben in my life.
and the randomness in how i met ben just solidifies that it will happen when it is suppose to happen. if/when ben and i break up, then i will have the exact same attitude. i had the exact same attitude before i met him. everything will work out the way it is meant to be. it is when we try to screw with it does it get all messed up.
oh, and i never do these quiz thing, but this amused me tooooooo much.
You are DNA. You're a smart person, and you appear
incredibly complex to people who don't know
you. You're incomparably full of information,
and most of it is useless.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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Posted by christina at December 4, 2003 3:40 PM