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November 6, 2003
so it is like a
so it is like a million degrees in my room, so here i am up at 6 in the morning playing spider solitaire. i didn't exactly get to bed early last night as jahn and i went out for a couple beers. it is nice that i am friends with my exs. ben finds this amazing that i do this. i just explain to him that i date reasonably sane people and have adult relationships (and break ups). i wouldn't have really said this before, but as i learn more about people's break up stories i realize in the grand scheme of things, i had pretty sane breakups.
i am debating trying to go back to bed or to wait for the sunrise and go running. i think going back to bed is going to win out.
it is thrusday. yay! tomorrow i start my holiday with kent and carter and sunday i get to go home. i had no idea how hard it was going to be to be away. on one hand, i feel like i should be enjoying the break in routine. but in reality, i was really enjoying my routine. though i hope when i get back to not be working so damn much. but a conversation with my advisor yesterday reminded me of the projects i currently have on hold for the sulfur work. we want to change the way my oxygen pressure is fed into my dual cathode chamber. it seems quite complex and make me kinda afraid, but on some level i know that i could figure it out.
as mark said once, i know the answer, i'm just not confident. this is true. i usually know the answer - i just am not confident in it.
sigh, i wish i was in chicago right now. i am missing waking up to XRT. okay, i miss waking up to xrt in an hour and a half.
okay, so i've put on some music. i'm going to go back and lay down. hopefully sleep for a little bit. watch the day go by. (btw i am tired of conference life.) i am ready to go back to my real life.
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Posted by christina at November 6, 2003 6:00 AM